Since we have a cold snap coming (the worst in nearly 10 years), I remade the bed this morning with an extra comforter. (This is an old house with no insulation in the walls, so when it’s cold and damp out there, it’s cold and damp in here.)
The only thing I tucked in was the bottom sheet, and I was exhausted and out of breath before I even got to the pillowcases (which I decided to save till later). Nonetheless, it took me half an hour to just throw everything over the bed, and when I got the bedspread on, I simply collapsed on top of the bed, and started coughing up green gunk (which the doctor says is related to my asthma). The bending, lifting and stretching was too much for me.
After a while, I had enough energy to walk back to the living room and flop on the couch. When I got there, I realized that I’d left the bedroom light on, but didn’t have enough energy to go back to turn it off. Didn’t take long, and I fell asleep because I was so worn out from the exertion. My eyelids were drooping even before I got back to the couch.
That meant lunch was late, which meant that I was late starting my paid work, which meant that I didn’t get the dishwasher loaded as planned.
Those are the realities of living with CFS – when you try to do normal things like normal people, you wind up exhausted. The slightest exertion, like making the bed, can require an hour’s nap to recuperate.
Imagine how long your housework would take you if, in addition to each task taking several times longer than normal, you had to then rest for an hour or more after each one. No more cleaning the whole kitchen in one day – you empty the dishwasher and then cannot do anything for an hour. Then you go back and load the dishwasher, and again have to rest for an hour before you can fix lunch. If I’m having a good day, I can do 4 or 5 such minimal tasks in one day, but if I’m not doing as well and limited to 5 minutes total activity in one day, I’m lucky to even get 3 meals (one of which will probably be PopTarts or pre-made peanut butter and crackers, which I keep stashed under the bed and next to the couch).
What surprises me is the hired cleaners who don’t have CFS, and who accomplish less in 4 hours than I could myself. It’s clear that they work while I’m watching, and as soon as I walk away so I can lie down before I faint, they stop. One spent 4 hours in an already-spotless kitchen, and when she left, I found out that she hadnot done the one thing I specifically asked her to do (and paid extra for): cleaning the oven. I have no clue what she did in there for 4 hours. Maybe she wiped down the same three-foot counter a hundred times. Or maybe she rummaged through my cupboards to see if there was any silver or Waterford crystal. But whatever she did, it wasn’t what she was hired to do.
Another cleaner, after being specifically told "don’t rearrange the cupboards" did just that while I wasn’t watching. She was sure that she could organize them so they worked better for me, except that the things I use most often wound up in the back of the top shelf because she doesn’t cook the same way I do. Putting the kitchen back in order so that it works for me took more time than it would have to just clean the kitchen myself.
Yet, the judge wants me to waste my limited funds hiring these lazy incompetents to "prove" to him that I’m disabled. Some months, I spend more on housekeeping services than I earn, and am almost never happy with the results – they don’t want to do anything dirty or strenuous, they want to dust, which I’ve already done before they arrive.
When I ask them to put things away, they choose to put them in boxes "for me to sort", because they don’t want to spend the time putting Tupperware back in the cupboard – much easier to just dump it in a box and declare the job done. In 2007, I’m still looking for my business financial records for 2005; I knew where they were until someone decided the dining room table should be used only for dining (which hasn’t happened in years), and tossed all my paperwork into boxes. Not just one box, either. A little in this box, which then had some laundry put on top. A little in that box, which then had some canned goods tossed on top. A little in another box, which had some items bagged up for charity brought in from another room, unbagged and tossed in. A little in another box, which had some books put on top because someone who doesn’t read sees books only as "clutter" and can’t understand why the correct place for a book would be on the couch. A little in another box, which then had a plastic bag put on top, which I recognized as being the contents of the trash can that should’ve been taken outside to the big bin for pickup.
I ask them to put the clean laundry in the bedroom (where at least it’ll be closer to the drawers for me to put away, if they’re too lazy to do what they’re being paid for and put it awaythemselves), and they can’t be bothered – they put it in boxes under the dining room table, mixed in with papers, books, groceries, and anything else they’re too lazy to put away properly. When I pay someone $15-$20 an hour, I expect them to do what they’re told, not take shortcuts! And especially not shortcuts that make more work for me in having to re-sort things that were already sorted into neat piles.
Another cleaner neatly bagged up the contents of the recycling bin (which is marked as such) and stored it in the guest room, then used the recycling bin to store things that weren’t where she thought they belonged (instead of asking me if these things should be moved). Of course, with the recycling bin being used for storage, I had to find somewhere else to put the recycling, adding more clutter to the limited floorspace in a tiny house, and which doesn’t look as tidy as when I was properly using the recycling bin.
Frankly, I would be embarrassed if I offered to clean someone’s house for them and left it looking the way that hired cleaners have left my place. Yet, they somehow convince themselves that making a bigger mess is "doing a good job", that they’ve earned the $60-$80 they charged me to do basically nothing, and they pat themselves on the back for having kindly "helped the disabled". You have to wonder whether their own houses look as messy as some of them have left mine.
In the long run, it makes more sense (both financially and in terms of progress) to do the cleaning myself instead of paying someone to clean and then having to spend days cleaning up after the cleaner. It’s also less exhausting to do it myself than to have to unpack half a dozen boxes looking for the paperwork that I needed to take to my doctor appointment the next day, or the bills that need to be paid.
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This article is on the Benefits and Work Website http://www.benefitsandwork.co.uk/benefits/unspun/78_cfs_guidance.htm
Dire new CFS/ME guidance for DLA
19.12.06
Benefits and Work has obtained a copy of the final draft of new guidance on CFS/ME to be issued to DLA decision makers in February 2007. The document suggests that very few claimants with CFS/ME should qualify for any award of DLA.
The seven page guide claims that graded exercise therapy and activity therapy is 'helpful in the majority of adult ambulant patients' whilst cognitive behavioural therapy 'is helpful in the majority of adult and adolescent outpatients'. The prognosis for people with the condition is remarkably good, especially when such treatment is undertaken. Mild cases recover spontaneously or within six months whilst moderately severe conditions should improve significantly with six to twelve months of treatment.
It is the guidance on the effects of the condition on care and mobility needs which will be most distressing to claimants, however.
Decision makers are advised that claimants with mild to moderate conditions will be able to walk 100 metres or more and manage personal care and nutrition, even if more slowly than normal. Only those with a condition so severe that they 'spend most of the day in bed or otherwise immobile, and who may have clinically evident muscle wasting' may need help with personal care and preparing food. In such cases there may also be severely restricted mobility.
Members can download a copy of the new guidance from this link.
© 2006 Steve Donnison
Y'know, I was thinkjng that the problem might be that you are hiring professional twits who know how to screw off because they are so experienced at giving the least effort for the most money. Maybe it is time to look for an amateur you can "Raise up in the way she/he should go". In other words, rent a kid. Contact the local Girl Scouts (or Boy Scouts, some guys are >good< at housekeeping, or at the very least at following instructions.). Say that you are looking for someone to come over twice a week to clean for you for "X" dollars an hour, and see what you get. Kids under 16 usually can't legally do anything beyond babysitting and delivering papers, and even that last one has been mostly taken over by adults it seems. They are too young to work at McDonalds or at the Gap inthe mall, and the want money. The always want money... You would also have the service component that will be fufilled for these kids- many have badges they are trying to earn that would include helping someone like that.
The best part is that >you< get to train them, verbally, in what you want them to do. Explain what has happened in the past with proffessional cleaners, and do it in such a way as to challenge them to be better than an adult. Write instructions down so that they can follow them easily, and so that if you have to train more than one you have them ready to go.
Some kids will screw off, some will not; I hope you find a good one at the start. You can explain that if you like their work you will give them a bonus/raise and ask them to come back...don't state what happens if you don't like them, if they are too dim to figure it out, oh well.
Who knows, repairs to the house might even count as someones Eagle Scout project- though that usually has to be something to benefit the public as opposed to an individual. Can't hurt to try!
JoAnn
JoAnn writes: You would also have the service component that will be fufilled for these kids
Good suggestion. But, some years ago, Laura suggested that I call her kids' schools and tell the Brother/Sister in charge that I needed help. I gave her name, so they knew she'd vouch for me not being a predator, and never got a call back from either one. It was a bit early in the year for the KIDS to be panicky about fulfilling their community service requirement, but that doesn't excuse the nun for not returning my call.
I've also tried calling local churches to see if they have a member who needs a little extra cash, and never got a call back from the pastor.
I guess people are just too concerned that if a complete stranger contacts them, there's an ulterior motive, and that they should only deal with people they know. Especially when it involves their young people going into the home of the stranger.
I'm sorry, dear, but I still find it amusing that someone would think your old newspapers and junk mail should be packed up and stored for safekeeping.
These people hire out as cleaners because they are too stupid to do any other job and don't realize they are also too stupid to hire out as cleaners in any situation that demands independent judgment.
They should stick to cleaning hotels where they don't need to think about what someone else might call trash or important papers and just make the bed and empty the trash only after the guest checks out.
And I have nothing bad enough to say about those who hire out as cleaners and think that because they are attending college they are too uppity to do anything that will get their hands dirty. They have no idea that's what a cleaner is supposed to do.
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