Source: CNHI News Service
Date: July 13, 2007
Author: Julie Kirkwood
URL: http://www.eagletribune.com/pulife/local_story_194093857?keyword=topstory
Fighting fatigue: Local woman, art show work to battle stigma of chronic
fatigue syndrome
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Jean Harrison knows that some of her former colleagues in the art world
think she was a prima donna, or worse, that she was lazy.
Toward the end of her career restoring paintings, she was working at the
Peabody Essex Museum in Salem, Mass., and had days when she couldn't get
herself out of bed before 1 p.m. She often worked at the museum alone
until 11 p.m. or later eating Cheez-It crackers and drinking Diet Coke.
Her work sometimes wasn't finished until the very last minute. Some days,
she slept 16 or 18 hours.
Thinking it might be depression, she saw a doctor. She took kung fu
classes, hoping exercise would help. She even got tested for attention
deficit disorder. "I was eager to find anything that would treat this,"
Harrison said. "I knew there was something wrong." Nothing worked. She got
worse. "I went to the museum one day and said I thought I would probably
be out of work for a while," Harrison said. "I was crawling on the floor -
crawling, literally - to get to the bathroom... I was probably asleep
almost 20 hours a day, easily."
That was in 1994. Harrison, 54, now knows she has chronic fatigue
syndrome, a disease that affects an estimated 1 million Americans, the
majority of whom have never been diagnosed.
It is a disease that many people assume is all in the patient's head, even
though numerous research articles have been published showing otherwise,
said Kim McCleary, president and chief executive officer of a patient
advocacy group called The Chronic Fatigue and Immune Dysfunction Syndrome
Association of America.
That's why The CFIDS Association has put together a photo exhibit, funded
by the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, of people who
have chronic fatigue syndrome. It opens at the Boston Public Library on
Monday, July 16. "We chose people who might, as a group, represent people
you'd see in the mall or the library, people who would remind you of all
the people in your life that could have this," McCleary said.
The purpose is to help the roughly 80 percent of patients who don't know
they have the disease to learn about chronic fatigue syndrome and feel
comfortable seeking help, she said. "This is real and it has a devastating
effect on people's lives," McCleary said. "But there's hope out there.
There's courage and dignity, even though there is still some stigma."
Harrison believes her chronic fatigue symptoms started when she was only 6
years old, and have reoccurred periodically throughout her life. She was
lethargic through most of her childhood, but she got good grades and
breezed through Wellesley College, she said, earning an art history
degree. Then she had a bad episode several years later when she was in
England learning art restoration. She felt ill and her glands were so
swollen, she said her doctor thought she had lymphoma. This was in the
1980s, a few years before the phrase "chronic fatigue syndrome" was coined
and made a big splash in the American media.
What brought it to the public's attention were two cluster outbreaks of
the symptoms, McCleary said, and the scientists looking for the cause
quickly discovered other patients who weren't associated with the
clusters. The stigma followed close behind, as patients - often Caucasian,
upper-middle-class women who could afford to push for answers - went to
their doctors complaining of symptoms that couldn't be confirmed by any
laboratory test.
"The term 'yuppie flu' came into use," McCleary said. "That was a real
misnomer but it stuck. Then it sort of developed into this perception that
these were just whiny, white women - type A personalities - who said 'I
want it all,' then decided they didn't want it all anymore and this was
their way out... Medical providers just sort of wrote these people off
as having a character weakness or something. It really did create a
barrier to medical care."
Harrison was fortunate enough to find a doctor who took her condition
seriously and supported her, even when she wanted to try an experimental
new treatment. Harrison had read studies showing that some chronic fatigue
syndrome patients have low blood volume, so she went to Salem (Mass.)
Hospital to get tested. Sure enough, her blood volume was low.
Her doctor supported her decision to try something experimental: regular
infusions of saline solution directly into her bloodstream. Initially the
infusions were given through her arms, but she now has a Port-A-Cath
surgically implanted in her chest. She gives herself infusions several
times a week.
Though the infusions made her feel much better, she said chronic fatigue
is still something she fights every day. In some ways it's harder now, she
said, because she looks healthy. "I'm not missing an arm," Harrison said.
"I'm not missing a leg. I look fine."
As a result,
people don't understand why she avoids even the lightest
physical exertion, which she has learned through experience will make her
exhausted for days.
Even her own family looks at her with skepticism when she suddenly has to
lie on the floor because her blood pressure has dropped, even though
"orthostatic instability" (instability when standing) is a well-documented
side effect of chronic fatigue syndrome.
When Harrison stands up, her blood pressure drops, her pulse races, she
feels dizzy and her brain goes haywire. If she stands up in the middle of
a telephone conversation, she said, she loses her train of thought. "I'm
not stupid," she said. "It's just there's something neurologically wrong."
Harrison said she hesitated about telling her story because some people
still don't take the disease seriously. She said she knows other people
living North of Boston who have chronic fatigue syndrome but don't tell
anybody because they don't want to lose credibility. Instead, she said,
they say they have a back problem, or make up some other excuse to lie
down.
What made her decide to tell her story is the same thing that McCleary
believes motivated patients to have their portrait taken for the chronic
fatigue photo exhibit.
"It's so important that the message get out, how devastating this can be,"
Harrison said.
If you go
* What: "The Faces of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome" photo exhibit, part of a
$6 million public awareness campaign funded by the U.S. Centers for
Disease Control and Prevention
* Where: Boston Public Library, 700 Boylston St., Boston
* When:
Monday, July 16, through Monday, July 23* How:
Admission is free. For more, call 800-442-3437 or check out
http://www.cfids.org.
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